I don’t have much time to blog tonight, because i’m halfway dolled up and getting ready to go out with two wonderful, beautiful, hilarious women. Friends are great to have… if ever a person is in a place where they feel they don’t need friends…evaluate yourself! They are a gift.. I know mine are, every last one of them.

So today we went shopping for some cute duds to wear out, tonight. I got a lot of food for thought, and mentioned to one friend that sometimes I look at people, like their body shape, and try to determine what I;m going to look like when I’m thinner. When I’m thinner. Not IF I hit my goal, but when I’m thinner. View the rest of this entry…

Life is good, blog. Really good. The sun is shining. I’m in a great mood. Got a good job, a nice place to live, food in the fridge (figuratively speaking), clothes on my back (unstylish though I may be, I’m wearing clothes). I have all these material things that society has decided I should be happy about. I might be inclined to agree– I can’t really complain, and for October, that’s good for me.

But sometimes, blog, life isn’t good. Or at least it isn’t as good as it should be. It’s at those times, those low times, those bored out of my mind times, those times when I lay in bed and cry for no reason, that I start to think about the things I wish I had, or things I’m working to get and don’t yet have, or just….things. When life isn’t good is when I wish for change, lots of it, and NOW. View the rest of this entry…